Category Archives: despair

non-attachment

hate to say it, but i am attached. i am working on letting go and looking forward. today, i found out i have hypothyroidism. i had some routine annual bloodwork yesterday which ended up with an elevated TSH level. The … Continue reading

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resolve

this pregnancy is resolving, my hcg is coming down and i started bleeding pretty bad a few nights ago.  i am getting back to my life. i am thankful that it isn’t ectopic and as it looks now it won’t … Continue reading

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broken

yesterday was a hard day. i went in for my fifth and final IUI. i had gotten so used to the process (the shots, the ultrasounds) and when i took my hcg shot, i remember thinking, this is the last … Continue reading

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