Category Archives: stillness
shortage
i was disappointed to learn this week that my center has a shortage of good donors. not to say there aren’t donors available.. but not really any “super producers”. following my two miscarriages with my last donor, we are looking … Continue reading
my view
Hope is putting faith to work when doubting would be easier. ~Author Unknown
next
monday the donor nurse calls to tell me that my numbers did not double the way they are supposed to. i was prepared for it, and just relieved that i can get some closure. i had to teach yoga right … Continue reading
living with uncertainty
that is this weeks lesson. it has been unbearable, living in limbo, living with the ‘not knowing’. Its funny that we are all living with uncertainty, there are no guarantees, but it’s not something we think about on a day … Continue reading
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stillness
it’s been about 2 weeks since the donor nurse told me she was going to “call me with the plan”. I started BCP and almost immediately felt sad and bloated and i seem to be gaining a few pounds. can’t … Continue reading
