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Today is brian’s 34th birthday. We just went out for sushi and gelato and talked about our plans for the 4th of July weekend. Boat, boat, boat. We are blessed to spend so much time together, lounging around on each … Continue reading
anniversary
today is the one year anniversary of this blog and the 15 year anniversary of the death of my best friend. today brian and i went to sign the consent forms for my donor. my second donor. the last year … Continue reading
running
i have moved on. i am feeling great. i am only looking forward and right next to me. brian has been amazing and we are focusing on the now. the house is newly decorated for the season, oversized striped knit … Continue reading
faith
“Faith is the bird that feels the light and sings when the dawn is still dark.” -Rabindranath Tagore yesterday my sister and her bf and brian and i spent the afternoon at our town apple harvest fair. it was a … Continue reading
time
in these weeks of waiting, i am reminded of a quote i heard when in college.. time is like a handful of sand. the tighter you grasp it the faster it runs through your fingers. but if you caress it, … Continue reading
life
today is saturday. it’s rainy and very humid for october. when i woke up this morning, i came down to the living room and watched the life of david gale. i stayed in my jammas until 12:15. it was awesome. … Continue reading
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breath
today was a pretty good day. i have hives from maybe the lupron or the bcp, but that is really my only side effect right now, so i am happy. today was long, but am focusing on being present. walking, … Continue reading
love
as i was walking to my car this afternoon after work, up main street and across pratt, a little girl in a plaid skirt stopped me and asked me, “what is your definition of love?”.. i paused for a moment, … Continue reading
forward…
thursday morning we signed the consent forms for our donor. the kinds of questions they have on those things are ones that you never imagine answering. If i die, who gets the embryos? If he dies? If we BOTH die? … Continue reading
in the mean time
we are still waiting for a photo of my #1 donor choice. It’s been almost two weeks since she promised to get it in, and i am getting a tad bit concerned. if it’s this hard for her to mail … Continue reading
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